This will make very little sense-just accept first that I'm an idiot(which shouldn't be too hard!)
Now-move on...:

Today I have resolved nothing except things within my own head. I should really mention to my colleagues that I have resolved issues and that i will not be so stupid in future-but it seems undoable!Was all fired up this morning and then through ppl not being in etc i never got to give my speech!
And i was sick and headachey and scared and stuff
And then..it was like...seeing as how what I've realised is that a lot of issues were created by me in my own head...it all got better.
I got work back that wasn't crap
And had nice conversations
and am currently sitting alone in my office pondering walking to the shop to buy a yummy roll =) even though the weather's crap and grey.

So I'll still need to have a meeting-but then we all need to have a meeting-so it's not all pressured and weird so much!

It's really nice not to have your head hurt (much!)

And i'm thinking coming into work on Monday will be ok!

And I'll no longer have to dream the dream I had this morning where i woke up 12 hours late!!! which was nice =)

And not only that, I'm going home this weekend
And I'm gonna sleep past 6.45 which is when I've been waking the last 2 weeks...actually I'm amazed I haven't accused someone of trying to kill me!sleep deprivation DOES TOO cause paranoia!

hrmm shall I go for food? i think maybe!

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m=)